FlickerWe follow to concur,we learn from abidance,a chain link from glory,to abuse all our vibrance.Ignorant to innocence,waste away from potential,but our actions still confirm,that things aren't sequential.We're a flicker to the whole,that our schemes will unravel,but just long enough,to put our face to the gravel.
THE CALIBER CONCEPTEvery time I stare into the vast void that is our immense sky, on any given day of my life, I shiver in joy at the remarkable memory lying unearthed in my subconscious, that there is a planet we could shape, where every existing inhabitant could no longer live in fear of their own kind, nor tremble from any other species, a planet where love is the easiest drug to find, and hatred joins the endeavors of the hardest.This would be a land where a pure jolting breath of air, sends us numb, and reeling with focus, where family, safety, and wisdom is the highest of priorities, and a greater intensity of simple inner drive would build a terrain of individuals that overcame their irrelevant differences to work towards a commonly reasonable goal of togetherness, creativity, responsibility, faith, and merriment, and remember the incredible amount of effort, blood, and tears, that it took our civilization to resurrect themselves in that magnificent journey, and by committing it to memory we can
The Character ChantI encourage.I tell.I learn.I yell.I guide.I give.I teach.I live.I shiver.I scream.I reach.I dream.I trust.I stand.I believe.I land.I laugh.I cry.I breathe.I die.I fall.I rise.I love a n dI fight b u tI never break.You see things aren't sequential, good doesn't lead to good, nor bad to bad. It's much more simple than that. The key is our choices.Believing more in the choices you make and less in the undecided.
Under the MoonlightWhen the sleepless nightsCome to call againAlongside thoughts of the fightsBut you still wonder when
You wander outsideStill unsure of what changedBut now feelings collideFrom how suddenly they rearrangedYou see he's still thereLooking up to the moon,The sky everywhere but nowhereBut he's not leaving soonNight in and night outHe stands as the guardianYou didn't see all that he cared aboutBut he stayed to guard in obsidianQuiet and strongBut you still have to wonderDoes he always wait yonder?Were you really wrong?
Just Look UpEven from where I drift,that light which you call "Sun"is easily visible.I gaze into its eyes.Your eyes.Your eyes, as azure as ever.I remember every detail,every little aspectthat God required to make them.My comrades call me crazy.They just don't know where to look.They don't bother me though;I can see you, feel what you feelfrom the edge of the Milky Way.All I want is for your eyes to find mine.Just look up.
BlindRiver flow; leaves blow,The sun sets and grass grows.Then time froze,Like a broken violin string,It spiraled inward,Weren't we supposed to move forward?I take a breath, and spit out black.We've messed up; I guess that's a fact.Still, why do we wait?We pile the marbles into a sack,Until it over flows, out of our control,I escape to a forest,Beaten and tired.Away from the repression,Away from the greed,The murders, the lust,Geography has died,It's a lesson for us all.I close my eyes; and sigh,The scent of apples in the air,It's kind of hard to describe,
I feel like a man who's blind,Amidst a billion colors,I feel like a man who'sblind,Amidst a billion colors,I smile, because I could still see the sun shine.Can we keep it like this?
what does it meanI was lacking sleep the other day and as I drifted in and out of a lucid state a voice whispered in my head "the shadow lighters, the red space spiders"
Keep It UpThere is always a wayWhether you are beat downOr simply on the verge of giving upThings have a way of shining through the darkI say never give up or lose hopeYou are going to die somedayUntil then keep it up
What if you never knew me?What if you never knew me, what if we never met? What would your life be like? Would it be wonderfully great, or full of deep regret?What if we didn't talk for that long night, when you were going through all that stress? Wouldyour night be so much better, or end up in greater, bigger mess?What if I never bumped into you on the street, just by chance like before? Would you have gave me the smile you did that day, or just sulk from your pain more and more?What if I never replied to your message, or even should back "Hello"? Would you still be on your high from that moment, or sink to an all time low?What if we never had dinner, and I walked you back to your home? Would you have had a goodtime, or would something happen when you were all alone?What if you never knew me, before I died and you went to my funeral and grave? Would you feel sorry and shed a tear, or just sigh and leave without saying even your name?What if you never knew me, what would my
Just Wait...You feel trapped insideThis prison cell.No one listens or cares-You're in hell.Taking it day by day,Barely hanging on.You're not a person,Just their pawn.You're on death row-Decaying and rotting.It's unbearable to take;Feeling your blood clotting.No one knows either,You're completely alone.No hope of rescue,You'll soon be their drone.There's this beautiful world,You long, so much, to see,But you're not permitted to leave,No matter how much you plea.Guards all around you,Keeping you their toy,And how their so good, too,Making sure you feel no joy.If only you could run away,Escape their mind games,Oh how wonderful that would be,Maybe even have your own aims.Yet you don't move,Not even to blink.You just sit expressionless,Only allowed to think.Oh but if only they had an idea,Of what's planned inside your head,They'd let you go right now,In utter fear and dread.They may have taken everything,Or so they're presuming,But the mind is so powerful,You'll s
my body's slave is my mind.it's barely summerbut i've forgotten how to breathe;i fall in love with strangersbefore they even speak.it's like i'mentangledwithin the pulsating crowdlike a fly trapped in a spider's web;questions are spunall around.inferiority screams in my ear& consumes all thoughtsuntil i can't hearall the questions that are caughtbetween threads of my insecurities,weaving around& aroundthe fabric of my being -tightening its gripwith everyone seeingmechoking.it's barely summerbut i can feelwinter's chill:each pump of my left ventricleis an exertion against will,& leaves me cripple& frozen, still -but feeling like i could runbefore you could catch me.i watch the moontrade places with the sun,racing against time,but my dayhas still not yetbegun.
The dark gameI try my best to never breakI try my best to stay awakeBut as the days roll byI find it hard to stay aliveI see a darknessThat calls my nameIt has a gameIt wants to playThe point is deathThe player is himThe darkest shadowThere's ever beenIf you fearThen he will winIf you fightThe game never endsHe made the gameHe picked the rulesYou cant win this gameDon't be a fool
Numb.I'm still alive.I see and hear.I feel my heartbeat but I don't
If We WereIf we were to break upYou wouldn't be my friendYou're familyAnd in my opinionThat's stronger than friendshipEven if our lives took usIn different directionsI'd always remember youI'd look back on the memory of you and think"He made me happy""He stuck by me during a difficult time in my life""He never judged me""Never insulted me""And always managed to put me in a good mood"I'd remember all the good timesAll the fun timesAnd I'll never stop loving you
Wonder Wonder ------- Did you ever find an answer, At the end of the night , Why people can't say sorry , Love is hard to fight . Did you ever start to wonder , At the breaking of the day , Why people hurt , the hurting , Love is hard to say . Did you ever ask the question , At the setting of the sun , Why people , they need people , Love cannot run .
Genderqueermy friends weresnips and snails and puppy dog tailsorsugar and spice and everything nice.i was the space between the words:"girls on one side;boys on the other." rainbows and pails and sugar-snails,that's what genderqueers are made of.
UmbrellaheadsWe live in a city of smokestacks and umbrellaheads. A city split in two and turned upside down. A city dazed and unsteady on sixteen million feet, six feet under and darker than that. We live in a city that slept for the first time in nearly a century.A city of people confused and bemused and infused with "what can I what shall I what must I do now?" It's a city that's hurting and breathing and fishing and wishing and laughing and living and waiting to wake up.We live in a state of huddling and listening. Watching as the resilient basketball hoop in the driveway snaps in two as the trees behind dance in an insane tango, a physically improbable tango. We live in a state of blank traffic lights and trees flung like toys, leaves upside down and begging to be relieved of the shame of having fallen. We live in a state of emergency.A state of people who exasperate and exaggerate and desperate to reach their families with no phone no internet no communication no no no. It's a state with th
wanderlusti was all sex and stitcheswith every color on a TV screen;(and between me and you)your teeth, your tongue,your ferret-hands and knowledgeable mind--they scared me.the foreign worlds beneath your skin:the contortions of your spine andorgans;you wanted to conquer; to claimand plant a flag--and i--i wanted cancer
I See Where You're HeadedYour flaking and peeling,Your foundation is tearing.And I see where you're headed,And it's bold, but it's daring.