HAVENTHEORY

Hollowed from inside, Never satisfied, relentless, In my thirst i hide 2021 0727 2157

I followed my heart, Blind of the path, and the fox, A fool to danger. And into the dark, I ran alongside the fox, Chasing dreams of night. When i found myself, Swallowed up by the darkness, I had to turn back. Hoping to lure me, Into his unknown chaos, The fox was outfoxed. Written by Haven. 2015 0129 0509

"I once was lost, but now am found." This is for those who have heart. I saw her every now and then, never on a daily basis. I always made sure I never made a fool of myself when I was around her. I tried to show her the side of me that I was proud of. The side of me I truly wanted to be. The man inside of me. What began as me testing the waters, asking a few questions, eventually grew to me entertaining the notion, that i could really ask this girl out. And as luck would have it, I really did. I asked her out. I did a little stalking at first. Her birthday was also in October. I tried to find a Marigold, and had no success. And

Remember the time, I'd asked you how you felt, I laughed and I was mean, and your smile began to melt, Well I never knew how great it felt, to meet a soul so pure, But I'm captured by that smile of that you can be sure. Can you see us going steady, steady as our hearts beat, If you don't mind me saying, I think you're something sweet. I want you to be you know, only when you're ready, You know I'll be, if only you'll be my sweet and steady. I'd love to see us steady, so get steady here with me, If you're ready come be steady, oh so steady here with me. I'll never have to wonder if I'd found the way in, This is our time, making old mistakes

You once asked me if I was ready, You asked me to be your sweet and steady, But I had to softly decline, due to the current position of mine. I always knew you were there, Just a kind man I worked with daily, But never did I dream you had a care, for a simple quiet girl like me. You shocked me with your question, and my answer may have felt like defeat, but believe that you caught my attention, you were right, you couldn't be pushed back into your seat Because you took a step into my life, and suddenly became my closest friend, You became my rock amidst all my strife, and pledged your patience, you'd help me mend, And its patience i will